Lacking

Someone who cares about me told me that I will find a guy as soon as I stop looking. Did I mention that this person is married? It is easy for her to say. I think it is probably closer to you find them, then stop looking, it just seems when you are looking back that it was the other way around. There are guys around, two in particular, but not really what I am looking for. One is "in love with me", texts me, wants to be my boyfriend, marry me, have a family. But I can't trust him. He has lied to me in the past, and I just refuse to be with someone I can't trust. The other guy, I like him; he's driven, putting himself through school, has a good job and is ina pretty high poistion for his age. He has a daughter a year younger than Ali who he is dedicated to, he owns a house. But, he's 25 (argh!) and just not in the same place I am. Although he texts me all the time (I guess that is the new talking on the phone) and I really enjoy talking to him, and did I mention is he gorgous? He just isn't where I am. So I am back to here. Saturday evening, watching a movie at home, probably in bed by 10. Sigh.